Tags: Merlin 5.05 WWHHYYYY That scene when merlin had to choose between magic magic which is his whole being and killing mordred to save arthur's life HE WAS SO TORN HE WAS TEARING UP AHHH lhsfrdpvionadllfkfoplo it was amazing because it was an otp moment choosing arthur over magic woah BUT IT WAS SO HORRIBLE WATCHING MERLIN TEAR HIMSELF TO BITS OVER THIS MOMENT merlin also had a lot wisdom moments in this episode he is really growing up